Notes from the inside …and some lessons learned.

and some lessons learned ๐Ÿ˜ฏ

It’s been more than a month since lockdown started over here… where’s here? …well it’s many places in the world. But for me here is a very nice place blessed with a nice view. ๐Ÿƒ๐ŸŒบ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

The same as many people, being indoors has been a huge challenge in which all sort of things – toughts and emotions- have to be dealt with at a surprisingly fast pace. ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

I remember when all this started, not so long ago, even when it feels like an eternity now, one of my first toughts was ‘will I still be here when all this is over?” – Hard not to think about your own limits when all around your life has been limited…

But… got to adjust fast, missing my old normal and learning to survive my new normal.

Nowadays, I wonder what ‘normal’ would look like when all this ends… ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™‰๐Ÿ™Š

So, what I’ve learned so far…

– Frustration has overcome my feelings and toughts in two different situations: needing something urgently and depending on others to deliver it home, and not being able to focus on reading.๐Ÿ˜ฃ

– I’ve found a huge comfort on exchangingย  (virtually) points of view with my friends in my hometownย  and around the world.

– Virtual hugs are great! ๐Ÿ˜Š

– I’ve got some relief when I read that many people everywhere can’t focus on reading either. Mainly because, yes, our brains are overwhelmed trying to solve more urgent issues. Happily, I’m enjoying reading again! ๐Ÿ˜†

– A good friend of mine has been sharing photos of trees and flowers, and that has inspired me to admire with wide open eyes all the nature that surrunds me.๐ŸŒฑ๐ŸŒพ๐Ÿƒ

– I love listening to the birds whenever they sing.๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿฆ

– I don’t regularly like listening to crickets but now I found their noisy presence somehow comforting, as a sign of normality.

– It’s the first time that I’ve felt the whole meaning of the proverbial phrase ‘you don’t know what you have until you lose it’ – I never imagined I wouldn’t be able to leave home. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ

– Not being able to travel …anywhere …at all! That really hurts. ๐Ÿ˜ข

– None of the two points above mean much when Iย  happen to see the amount of people who have died due to this crazy desease. Then all I can think of is how sad it is that all those lives were cut short. And I also think about their families. So much sadness around the world right now. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

– Life -and people- have a strange way of adjusting and moving on… ๐ŸŒŽ

– And talking about this… I just can’t have enough of all those amazing animals that are happily exploring the empty cities and those which are enjoying immensely all that natural parks and beaches free of tourists. All these animals truly rock! ๐Ÿด

– Oh! Cooking, is so much fun.๐Ÿ˜‹ Sharing it via the cyber space with friends, is a lot more fun! ๐Ÿ’ข๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ’ป

– Memories of my trips are golden now, and I mean serious gold! ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ

– A couple of coments I’ve heard that I carry with me all the time: “remeber that we have to take this one day at a time” ๐Ÿ“† … and “we can not go out of this the same way as we came in, we, as citizens of the world, have to do it a lot better next time” ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

– Moods in the inside world go up and down and up again like the ferris wheel ๐ŸŽก, sometimes like a carrousel ๐ŸŽ  and some many other like a roller coaster ๐ŸŽข. Life is a circus after all! ๐ŸŽช

Many weeks inside are yet to come, and I constantly ask myself what it’ll be like when I’m finally able to go out freely. Iย  wonder what I’ll feel when I see my city for the first time in a long while… the same city that I cannot see right now… what I would feel being around a lot of people… what it’d be like to aproach someone without fear… so many questions in my mind, so many dreams and wishes waiting to be free… ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

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Author: The Traveling Book Club by Nora Vasconcelos

I'm a born writer and a journalist who loves books so much that can't live without them.

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